lifes puzzle

well gonna borrow on a  analogy used by my idol and inspiration, danny choo.


life, is a puzzle, a big, borderless never ending puzzle. when you start it, you start with nothing but a huge pile of jumbled together peices, and its up to you to sort them out, to peice them together. depending on how you grow up you may or may not have the begenings of a picture by the time your wn your own, in my case i didint, i had a few peices here n there but that was it. the past two years for me have been a rough ride as i despratly tried to link thease peices together, and ive done just that. i put the peices together and formed a general picture in my soul, and it points in one direction, japan, and now that i can see that ive committed myself to getting there.

however you have to watch out, this is LIFES puzzle, not a simple 500 peice view of a lake cabin, but a endless borderless puzzle, there is no end to it. i will be putting peices together till the day i die, and thats just the way it is. nothing can change that and nothing will. what matters is how you feel about it, is it to much and you rather quit and abandon the puzzle? or do you keep going, never giving up commited to reacing your goal.

in the end it all comes down to how you feel about it, if it proves to much and you give up, becomeing one of the masses then so be it, as long as your content thats all that matters.

persoanly i could never be content with that, im not gonna stop untill im satisfied, and that wont be for a long time. there will be many hardships, many trails. but thease are part of the process, if you were just handed your picture on a silver platter what would be the point?  one of the most inportant parts about our puzzle is the process, going through the peices and trying to fit them together, and. at times, you may think you have your answer, the perfect peice that links everything together, and others, this peice you thought was perfect may not be. but if its not, if its not the peice you were looking for, if its not the peice that makes other things make more sense, you havent lost anything either. you just have to keep searching, and keep fighting. never giving up. and thats precisely what im doing, so much so that hearing people criticize me and put me down only get me going faster, pushing harder. hearing them only motivates me more.

I will. make. it.