Making a promise to myself.

Something i have only done twice.

only twice. once when i vowed to myself i will make it to japan, hell or highwater. I WILL MAKE IT. that was nearly a year ago, and i havent once stopped working to that end. ive gotten off my ass, got my life in order, got a goal, a plan a endgame. everything. and im well on my way.  hell thats what most of this blog has been about, me reforging myself. youve seen the highs the lows, all under my own power. and here i am today.

the second promise that ive made in my soul, is to follow through with this latest plan of action, joining the army, to be more spesific, the reserve. im sure a lot of you have doubts, but you know what? i dont give a damn, i know i can do this, and by god im going to. i dont care if god himself trys to stop me i will make it thought, get down in weight, make it through basic, and then through college. and i WILL NOT QUIT. i dont care what yall say. im doining it. so build a bridge and get over it.

this in no way contradicts my first goal and promise, its just a diffrent way to achive that. and one that will be better for me as a whole. so im doing it.

Do the imposisble.

Touch the Untouchable and Break the Unbreakable.

Thats exactly what Im gonna do. I dont give a damn how crazy it is, how crazy people think I am, I AM going to make it happen. I got 42 days to make it happen. To obtain eight hundred dollars and haul my ass to anime expo. go ahead, call it stupid. but even if I dont make it i will come out on top. If I dont make it in time ill still be working at least one job. and if Im within five hundred dollars of that, theres one last option, my hail mary. Im not gonna let on as people will bash me for it but I dont give a damn, you can NOT understand what this expo means to me. its worth more then my weight in gold. I WILL MAKE IT THERE. and that is that.