the night is always darkest just before the dawn.

i see the truth to the words, things aren't as horrible as they seemed. theres still problems and barriers but there workable and passable. things will work out eventually they always do. its up to me to pick when that eventually is and im saying its now. or as soon as humanly possible.

barriers

so so far what ive been doing whenever i see a wall in my way is put my shoulder down and break right though it, but ive hit this one and just bounced off of it. and i dont know how to get around it. and ill tell you its hard not to give up. very hard. but i promised myself i wont. i just wish people could see that i need help. i know theres stuff going on right now that overshadows it but im having trouble to. so this is me asking for help