no i am not talking mind control here, not in the sense that first pops to mind anyway.
im talking about controlling your own thoughts. so let me ask you a question, do you control your thoughts? or do they control you. ive been wrestling with my own thoughts without even knowing it, for the longest time i wasn't in control of my own thoughts.
yes i know that might not make sense but thats the way it is. in a sense i wasn't thinking for myself, my thoughts were. a paradox i know, but i was letting them feed on themselves in a endless loop. i was spiraling farther and farther down and finally. i hit rock bottom, as you may have noticed from the contents of my last post. but the thing is. i didn't break into a dozen peaces as most people do, i bounced. and now im one my way back up i said enough is enough. STOP letting people tell me what to do, good or bad. and im doing everything for myself right now. myself. noone else. and im doing good. im working out, sticking to a schedule, eating healthy all that fun stuff. and you know what? it feels damn good.
so to summarize. not broken. still have places to go and things to do. no way in hell am i quiting now. fells damn good man.
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