barriers

so so far what ive been doing whenever i see a wall in my way is put my shoulder down and break right though it, but ive hit this one and just bounced off of it. and i dont know how to get around it. and ill tell you its hard not to give up. very hard. but i promised myself i wont. i just wish people could see that i need help. i know theres stuff going on right now that overshadows it but im having trouble to. so this is me asking for help