crossroads.

if anyone actuly reads this, try to cope with my typing skills.

So the past three weeks have been quite the crossroads, infact im still in then until things get far enough along that im not tempted to go back and change them. you see the fact is that for the past few months or so ive been saying ill be going back to job-corps, get my certification as a welder and go work on the oilfields in newtown for five years making a six figure income. and while thats all fine and peachy, infact some may think its quite the deal, its not what I WANT to do. and in the end thats what life is about. being happy with what your doing with it eh?

so as of now i dont care what anyone tells me. within reason ofcourse. butim gonna do what i want. its gonna be hard and gonna take a long time to achive it but i am going to do it. i dont care if i have to climb a mountain or go to space to do it. i am going to do it. the fires of passion are burning. and there burning ferociously.

i know my sister thinks im not gonna be able to do it but i dont give a damn. i know my parents are skeptical but im gonna shock them into silence once it starts. hell once i do it i know everyone i know will tell me that they never thought i could do it, or maybe that they thought i could but they never thought it would be THIS. and the fact that i know that they dont think i can do it only fuels my fire. wich pushes me forward. i know everyone thinks im going to take the road to the plain level ground when infact im about to climb my own moutian. and when i reach the summit i know i will have accomplished something. not only that but i did it under my own power.